So far so good

Couldn't get to sleep last night until after midnight, too much on my mind. Now I feel tired this morning and of course it is my day to volunteer at the hospital. I volunteer now and hopefully will find a part time job. One of my first signs of depression is not sleeping good, but I don't feel depressed. If we look for these signs, we can try to control this illness before it raises its ugly head. I find myself more in control. Not manic nor depressed. I guess more normal, if anyone really knows what normal is.